At last! 20191107

Vivek has gone away again to Delhi because his brother is sick again.  I didn’t realise but he hadn’t even left hospital.  So I am looking after the house again.

At last the builders have returned.  We have to put up with the noise of the generator but at least the work is ongoing.  I am so busy I have to keep rescheduling the audio guide recording.  I am finding it tough to do the breakfast although someone new arrived today and hopefully she can be trained to do the work.  I find it hard to create enough time to do the work as its at a time when everyone seems to want to talk to me.  The disorganised kitchen and Vasantha arriving late makes me very frustrated.

Still no building 20191106

Had a really lovely session at the school.  I do enjoy teaching but of course it takes a lot of energy.

Despite having delivered the generator – for which I presume we are paying.  They STILL haven’t restarted building.

Spent the rest of the day quietly wondering what I should be doing.  I feel that I want a new project.

Tooth grindingly annoying 20191105

Had a good session of yoga with Grace.  I even managed to do a few handstand exercises.  But then I got freaked out and couldn’t do anymore.  The problem is in my head not my body which I think has got the strength to do it.

The rain has gone for the time being.  Yet the nothing happens with the building.  VERY annoying.

Tried to see the sun 20191104

First morning mist today with what I call a ‘cold season sunrise’ where the sun’s orb rises in the sky behind the mist.  Unfortunately the picture didn’t come out properly because the sun is still too bright in the mornings.

Have just written the book synopsis which came to me while cycling around this morning. I love it when that happens.  Especially when it’s the first time that I am really clear about what it is I have written.

Got an email from Grace who said that my body is delicate now and I have to take more care of it.  How I hate to hear that!  But she’s right of course.  I hate to think of my body limiting me for anything I want to do.  But it does  - except it doesn’t if I treat it with respect and kindness – and encourage instead of force it to do what I want.

Unexpectedly tired 20191103

Did a fair bit of work today which included getting the video done before lunch.  Tried to do some artwork this afternoon but just too tired.  This is the only picture I’ve got for today.  One I took for the company who made these shorts so I can show them the zip doesn’t work properly.

Ah well.

Another intense session 20191102

Had another intense Goshin Tai So session early this morning.  I wonder if it is that which is helping me flow more with what needs to be done.  Once again I had a very intense visual picture.

Have had some lovely conversations with Vivek who has a very bad cold.  I think it must be the Delhi air!!

The sun returns 20191101

Its so lovely to have the sun come out after all that rain.

Today I did the first pages of a rewrite of the picture book.  It just came…… so many  things seem to be just coming now.  I feel very blessed.