At yesterday's session 20191229

After finishing the video I spent a long time writing and drawing about my large intestine and lungs that we looked at during yesterday’s session.   It meant writing about some of my family things that I haven’t thought about for a long time. 

As a result my body feels quite disturbed.

Another powerful session 20191228

Another very powerful Goshin Tai So session.  This is the picture that came about my lungs.  I wonder about the message though.  Where am I going to find more fun?  I suppose I can start with funny books and videos, but it shows how long it is since I have had any fun that I’ve forgotten how to do/get it!

Flowing a bit more 20191227

Another picture of the eclipse because in so many ways it was very powerful.  The shadows remind me of dragon’s claws.

We had a group come to help today and that made a lot of difference to the amount of work we were able to get finished.  At the same time some of the pillars of the new house and the doors have been painted green.

According to Joseph the building work will be finished next Tuesday December 31^st.  Lets see.

Eclipse 20191226

Couldn’t understand why the light didn’t seem bright and under the trees felt so cold as I cycled back from Buddha Garden after work.  When I got back found out it was because of the solar eclipse – 92% apparently.  I noticed the unusual shadows as I cycled but didn’t know why they were like that.

I feel that this is a time of stagnation.  The print books will be a week late coming because everyone is busy binding diaries.  We still don’t know when the building work will finish.  I walk around Buddha Garden and see a lot of jobs half finished and no one around to finish them.  I need to get the audio guide stuff finished so that people can start using it.  But again no one to help and by the end of work I am too tired.

I just cannot push, but will things get done without it?  My answer used to be ‘no’.

Busy 20191225

Very grey and wet today which is very uncharacteristic weather for this time of year.  We made a start on the Healing Garden despite the mud and with the help of a volunteer I put up a lot of posters on the Information Board.

When I came back I seemed to get a huge amount done.  Cleaning my room, getting two more posters done as well as writing a lot of emails to family and friends for Christmas which included the above picture as a sort of card.  And all this without feeling too stressed.

By the end of the day five people had purchased my book from Amazon!

Christmas event 20191224

Went to the Udavi school Christmas event which had to be held in the ‘hall’ because of rain.  Despite everyone crushed in like sardines quite a lot of people had to stand outside although by then it had stopped raining.

Glad to feel more relaxed.

Still flowing 20191223

Spent a lot of today completing things started yesterday.  I finally got the promotional video done and the book sorted out.  Not exactly sorted out as I would like but enough to move forward with it.

Have actually started to feel hungry from time to time and that my body is waking up.  Feel like I would like to eat some very nutritious food but not sure exactly what that is for me at this time.

The picture is of our first harvest of radish which I picked this morning.