Another doodle really, but one that seems to express what life is like for me right now. As if I am viewing everything through a dirty window.
I went to a meeting this morning with someone who quite unusually was more helpful than normal. Instead of feeling grateful I immediately wondered what was in it for him.... I realise that I am still full of bile and resentment at the treatment I have received and it is going to take some time for this to resolve.
In the meantime I must look after myself and not allow these negative feelings to eat me up from the inside. I have some positive ideas and have support for trying to implement them in the next six months. I did my best and it didn't work so now I will try something else.
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