Today has been ghastly.
I went to a Farm group meeting where I got very angry when I felt that someone was trying to manipulate the group.
Since then I have been depressed.
Partly because I got angry when I think I should have been able to keep my cool. And partly because so many meetings feel so meaningless to me now. They don't seem to move anything forward on any level.
The meeting in the afternoon was better, but I felt tired having to do the notes. On the way back I was thinking that maybe I should just stop going to meetings.
As I write this I feel cross eyed with tiredness.
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