I had a very intense acupuncture session with a volunteer today. I am going to have three more sessions in the hope and expectation that it will help my borderline blood pressure.
She told me that I have issues with my heart and while I lay there with needles in various places with the energy swirling around in my body I gradually became aware of my heart. In particular I became aware of where it had been mended after Shantam died. Just after he died I felt as if the person who killed him had stabbed me in the heart and made a raw wound there. Then one day it felt as if a spider came and sewed it up - literally mending my broken heart.
Then it felt as if a pain I had in my heart (which happened to be around the place where it had been mended) suddenly left me in a purple cloud. It felt as if something had been released by my heart which then felt much softer and relaxed. It was a wonderful feeling.
And all the time the spider shimmered green with yellow flecks and I was so happy that he was still with me and that we had become reaquainted.
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