Heavy weather at the summer solstice

This is a picture I did in the early hours of Friday morning – the night that was so bad that I hardly slept. I still don't understand why I was making such heavy weather of the fact that my daughter is not going to be in London when I get there. Its not as if there will be no one else there and in any case I can easily amuse myself on my own for a few days.

I feel a well of deep sadness that I do not understand.

It happened again when I received a rather rude email from a young person in Auroville. She is to be pitied rather than for me to get upset about it – but I got upset.