Today I feel I
have been making really heavy weather of doing this water presentation for the
Citizens Assembly. I don’t mind just
getting up and speaking, but when I also have to make a slide show and write up
of what I am going to say…. It has felt very heavy doing it, I suppose because
it is to someone else’s timetable.
At the same time
I realised that I don’t really know when its going to happen because I hadn’t
put the details in my diary. Or the
details of the Green Walk I am supposed to be doing – I think this
weekend! Feels like I am really
undermining myself and that I should say ‘no’ more often.
I wake up early
with things going around my brain and feel depressed by the end of the
day. I am getting into the habit of work
work work and not doing anything else.
Its frightening how quickly the space I found for inspiration has
disappeared.
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